I try to think positive, I really do! My brother doesn’t believe me, he tells me I’m negative and cynical.
And I said maybe he’d be negative and cynical too if there was something eating his brain, so maybe I’m not really so positive as I hope.
I’ve been thinking a lot about this cat lately
Continuing on, I’ve been thinking a lot about the cat. Last year I spent a very long time (sigh) chasing around that cat in a graveyard in Paris just to get the perfect picture (possibly achieved up there).
Today I spent a beautiful summer day in the ER, which basically concluded in them giving me a very high dose of advil and saying sometimes people with MS just have pain.
Here comes the return of the list:
Facts of today:
1. I don’t want to be a person with MS
2. I don’t want to just have pain
3. I had decided that my choices for the day were to go to the gym or to go to the ER and find out why I was having severe chest pains, and I should have really chosen the gym
4. Today I am not an optimist
And so I wonder if there will be more days chasing an orange cat around a rainy cemetery in Paris, just to get that one perfect picture. Probably, because I’m not in a wheelchair, and my condition isn’t that bad, but some days it just doesn’t seem like it.
Sorry, that was a long rant. See ya, everybody :)